Naka Hari Ini (Tersenyum bersama, yuuuuk)

Marhaban Yaa Ramadhaaan...

Alhamdulillah,, tahun ini kita msh diberikan kesempatan untuk bertemu kembali dengan bulan istimewa Sharur Ramadhan...

Bwt gw pribadi, insya Allah tahun ini jadi titik tolak gw bwt menjadi org yg lebih baik lagi.. Amiin... Dan yg terutama gw pengen smakin dekat kpd Kekasih gw tercinta, Allah SWT yg udah begitu baik bwt hidup gw indah kyak gini..

Maka dari itu, atas nama pribadi, gw pengen minta maaf lahir batin kpd kalian semua sbg permulaan pembersihan hati sebelum puasa..

Maapin gw yaaak klo suka bercanda kelewatan, ngambek keterlaluan, atw apaun itu..

Mohon dimaapin...

Batal Pemotretan!!!

Pembaca tersayang,

Seminggu kemarin ini saya memang berada di Pulau Dewata Bali untuk kegiatan seminar kesehatan internasional. Kegiatan yang berlangsung selama 4 hari ini memang cukup banyak menyita waktu saya mengingat kegiatan tersebut berlangsung sejak pukul 08.00- 15.00 WITA. Akibatnya banyak jadwal pemotretan di Bali terganggu.

Alasan ini cukup masuk akal mengingat tidak banyak tempat wisata di Bali yang saya kunjungi. Keterbatasan waktu memang menjadi halangan utama. Padahal jika anda melihat jadwal perencanaan saya, begitu banyak tempat yang ingin sekali saya kunjungi. Lagipula siapa yang meragukan keindahan pulau Bali ini..?

Tapi apa boleh buat, pembaca tersayang... Kamera saya tidak bisa saya biarkan tergeletak di kamar hotel. Tidak tega rasanya. Dan jadilah saya memotret objek terindah di dunia itu-diri saya sendiri tentu saja- di hotel tempat terselenggaranya konfrensi tersebut.

Bahkan toilet hotel pun menjadi tempat pemotretan mendadak ini..

Akhirnya 3 pasang bateraipun akhirnya terpakai. Walaupun tidak begitu bervariasi, tetapi saya cukup senang mengetahui bahwa foto-foto tersebut menjadi bukti keberadaan saya di pulau Bali.

Dan jika Allah mengizinkan, kali lain dalam kunjungan ke Bali tentu tidak akan saya lewatkan berfoto dengan pemandangannya yang menakjubkan.

Bagi pembaca yang penasaran, harap sabar dengan kemunculan foto-foto tersebut. Insya Allah album tersebut akan segera hadir dalam waktu dekat.

Sampai Jumpa

Salam

SEMI-CHARMED LIFE

Do-do-do do-do-do-doodoo-do-do-do do...

I'm packed and I'm holding, I'm smiling,

She's living, she's golden, she lives for me

She says she lives for me

Ovation, her own motivation

She comes round and she goes down on me

And I make her smile like a drug for you

Do ever what you want to do

Coming over you

Keep on smiling what we go through

One stop to the rhythm that divides you

And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse

Chop another line like a coda with a curse

And I come on like a freak show takes the stage

We give them the games we play, she said

I want something else

To get me through this Semi-charmed kind of life Baby, Baby

I want something else, I'm not listening when you say

Good-bye.

Do-do-do do-do-do-doodoo-do-do-do-doooo-do do

The sky was gold, it was rose

I was taking sips of it to my nose

And I wish it could get back there

Some place back there

Smiling in the pictures you would take

Doing crystal meth will lift you up until you break

It won't stop, I won't come down

I keep stock with a tick-tock rhythm and a bump for the drop

And then I bumped up, I took the hit that I was given

Then I bumped again, And then I bumped again,

and said

How do I get back there

To the place where I fell asleep inside you?

How do I get myself back to the place

where you said

I want something else to get me through this semi-charmed kind of life baby,baby

I want something else, I'm not listening when you say good-bye

I believe in the sand beneath my toes

The beach gives a feeling;an earthy feeling

I believe in the faith that grows

And the four right chords can make me cry

When I'm with you I feel like I could die

And that would be all right, all right

When the plane came in she said she was crashing

The velvet it rips in the city

We tripped on the urge to feel alive

But now I'm struggling to survive

Those days you were wearing that velvet dress

You're the priestess I must confess

Those little red panties they pass the test

Slide up around the belly face down on the mattress

One

and you hold me

And we are broken

Still it's all that I want to do

(Just a little now)

Feel myself head made underground

I'm scared I'm not coming down (no no)

And I won't run for my life

She's got her jaws just locked now in a smile

But nothing is all right, all right

And I want something else to get me through this life Baby,

And I want something else, I'm not listening when you say

Good-bye, good-bye, good-bye,god-bye....

Do-do-do-doodoo-do-do-do...

Let's Rap, people....

People always agree that I have a great taste in music.. hehehehhe.. And this time I wanna recommend you some songs that I think will give you some fire..

But all you have to know before is these songs are up beated and energetic.. So quick sing and emphasize are so highly needed coz we're gonna rap, people... Yeaaahhhh....

The songs are :

1. Bebas (Iwa.K)

2. SemiCharmed Life (Third Eyed Blind)

3. Alive (Naruto's Soundtarck)

4. Malam Ini Indah (Iwa. K)

5. Where's The Love (Black Eyed Peas)

Check them out and let's rap, people....

Get your tounge flipped and get the fire of the music...

Happy listening...

Alhamdulillah....

Alhamdulillah... Legaaaa bangeeetttt....
Honestly, this week has been the hardest one for me.. I feel there are so many problems inside me that at first I thought i couldn't work them out..
But alhamdulillah i made it..

I could get rid off the feelings that had been bothering me so far...
Yeaaahhh...
This is of course Allah's blessing and I'm very grateful for that..
You know what, the key is only letting it go, being patient and grateful..
Insya Allah everything is gonna be fine...

I love you Allah in every beat of my heart and soul...

Diteblak kayak martabak

Sdh tiga hari ini pala gw sakit banget.. mana sakitnya cm sebelah lg..

Nyut2annya ampuuuun daaahhh...Rasa diteblak kayak martabak..

Tp klo dibawa tidur siy hilang, tp pas sdh capek n stress,,, haddooohhh kumat trus gak ilang2..

Gw gak mw migrenan ampe tua..

hikss...hiksss...hiksss..

Mw dipentogin ke tembok bata atw dilindesin di rel kereta api..

hiksss...hiksss....

Muzukashhiiii...Hontou ni....

Does getting older change everything?

It seems that it's harder for me to remember Japanese  new vocabulary recently..

I don't know why but I think the words are so damn difficult to remember. I assume that it's because of the words sound same..

Meanwhile the meanings are daily words like opening, cutting, hanging,closing...

huaaaaaaaaaa.... It's so difficult to remember..

I'm such a lame 2nd intermediate Japanese student....

Senen-Cikini-Grogol

Hari ini trus terang rada berat bwt gw..Gak tau kenapa memori tentang bokap gw tersayang trus2an ada di pikiran gw sejak naek bis AC 44 sampe gw injakin kaki di kantor bokap di Grogol..n itu bikin gw nangis sepanjang jalan...

Bokap gw tu slalu ngajak gw kalo dia mw kontrol ke rumah sakit...Dan gw terbiasa dgn situasi itu banget.

Gak di Cikini, gak di Fatmawati, Gak di Cipto, slalu ja bokap ngajak gw...

Pa lagi, gw sempet tinggal di Gunung Sahari sekitar 3 thn dan semuanya jadi nyata banget...

Gw inget semua aromanya, kali ciliwungnya, asep mikroletnya...gw inget semua..dan bayangan bokap tentunya.

Gak kerasa gw gak nemuin wajah bokap waktu di bis 44 td pagi, gw gak denger suaranya waktu nyuitin kenek setiap minta duit kembalian, gak ngeliat senyum bokap setiap mw masuk rumah makan..

Dan aroma Senen yg bau pesing itu makin bikin air mata gw tumpah nginget bokap gw...

Aroma RS Cikini yg sdh jd rumah ke 2 kita,, RS tempat anak2 bokap gw lahir, RS tempat gw nangis ninggalin bokap waktu operasi kataraknya..

Semua tu ninggalin aroma bokap gw.. Papa yg gak pernah ngeluh separah apapun sakitnya,, Papa yg slalu senyum waktu dokter cipto sialan itu bentak2 bokap gw...

Sekarang, jadi bedaaaa bgt.. Gak ada lagi yg gw tuntun kalo nyebrang, gak ada lg yg gw urusin administrasinya...

Gw kangen ma rutinitas itu..Gw kangen bokap gw bgt...

Papa, Ta kangen papa....

Sekarang cm ada memori n kenangan yg tertinggal di setiap jalan dari Senen-Cikini-Grogol yg sdh kita lewatin, Pa..

Dan gak henti2nya Ta berdoa agar Allah menjaga Papa dan memberikan kunci surga-Nya bwt Papa, Mama, Deyo, Ta, Riki dan Iyek..

Tata sayang Papa..

Tata sayang papa..

Saturday, June14th 2008

pagi ini begitu indah..

akses internet cepeeeet bgt..

tp dr siang menjelang sore seperti ini,,

di kala akses msh bgtu cepatnya,,

kerjaan gw gak slese2...

padahalll,,

pantat gw sdh tepos

mata gw sdh sepeeeetttt...

mw tidurrr..

mw tidurr,,

di kasur yg empuuk,,

ama selimut tebel gw,,

ama guling belel gw,,

hoaaaheemmm...

ngantuuuuuuukk....

To 74 SHS 2008 3rd-graders

It could be the happiest saturday ever for some 3rd-graders in Indonesia, and it could be the worst one. Today is the day when they have to make another step,think about another leap, and decide ways they must take. Today is the day when they close their senior high school door and open the new one for their own future.

Today is the day when people call them the fresh senior high school graduates and the day when society will start to demand something better for them. Not only their behaviour, but also their ways of thinking and facing problems ahead.

However, sometimes hopes fail and there are things don't work well. Success and failure are things that happen constantly and future is the result. Being successful is great, but failing and trying to be more successful is even greater. If today makes some 3rd-graders think they fail, well it's definetly wrong. They just have different way of being successful with the graduated ones. I do hope they are brave enough to think that they are as great as the others, that they have made their teachers and parents proud so far, and they can still keep their head up held.

People meet and there will be a goodbye after.  I met the 74 senior high school 3rd-graders students three years ago, and this is it..The time to say goodbye and the time to remember sweet and bitter days we had.

But one thing for sure, I'm just gonna miss them all.. The students who have fulfilled my days with happines, or even anger,the students who have given me the wonderful and unforgettable time of teaching, the students who called me Miss or ibu guru for the first time..

To 2008 3rd-graders,, good luck for your future.. Remember one thing, that life is not always about success and happiness, but life is about struggle in any conditions and situations and not to give up.

Just never give up..

Congratulations to 2008 3rd-graders..

I'm so proud of you guys...